Feeling kind of OK today, but now feeling depressed. The workout went OK. I met a guy at the pool area where I live. He looked like he could be around my age. He told me that he was married; and he had met his wife by on line dating. I remembered that I did on line dating and it didn't work out very well. This guy didn't seem appealing. Every guy that I ever knew doing on line dating never had any luck. And it seemed like they had more going than this guy did.

I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow for that swollen leg and foot. I'm really dreading it. Also my friend emailed me saying that I could pick him up at a place and he'd go with me. I feel like I can't do it because the place is out of the way and I only have a limited amount of time between leaving work and having to be there.

It seems like in my life I'm having to be accommodating to others and no one is being accommodating to me. That has me very discouraged.