Sophiesmom... Thank u for sharing.
It s ~11pm here, I just got home feeling frustrated just like you. It's been ongoing feeling of insecurity & uneasiness with me for a while now, & I feel like I should have better control But I don't.

all I can do is NOT GIVE UP, reach out & read to help ease the pain a day at a time. Thnx for ur post.
❤️❤️