Listening to your stories, I think I probably do not open up to my therapist as much as I could/should.

I also have different people I talk to for different reasons. But there is one friend that really stands out that I guess I can talk to about anything. It helps that she has mental health issues of her own, but otherwise she knows everythign about me or will listen objectively and not judge. We just live 1600km apart, so we never talk face to face anymore.