I woke up today free of anxiety. At this moment I feel somewhat hopeful. I have been sharing my feelings with my husband. This is a first, opening myself up in this manner is new to me. I haven't felt judged by him, and for the past couple of days I have felt grateful. I am trying to get into the habit of writing moods and thoughts down on a regular basis. I'm hoping this will help me to remember and sort things out, especially when my mind turns vengeful and hateful. Not trying to jinx myself here...but...my deceitful mind is a b**ch and she's lurking and ready with a suckerpunch. Maybe one day I can beat her to it.