Dear one and all,
Thank you for all of your supportive messages. Almost all of you suggested me to see a therapist. But in the place I live there is no therapist.
That aside, I want to tell more of my story. I am I am a male and 30. I am shy. Because of some inferiority complex. I do not open up easily. I have few friends. Infact I cannot depend on anyone. I just keep their company because I feels secure. I think I feel shy and insecure because of my childhood. So, you guys treat your child good.
You know how people look at when a guy is shy? I don’t know how I am going to overcome. When anyone says anything. I just get hurt and I keep quite. I do not say anything. I do not want to hurt anyone even the person hurting me. I feel they will someday grow up and get wiser. When I am down, I am taking diazepam. Its helping me a bit. I am here today gone tomorrow ( Not to be taken literally). You guys be good. And do not hurt anyone. Ok?

Love,
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