I don't know if it causes brain damage or not but I have noticed some rather big changes in my brain. I have been blaming it on the meds but now I am not so sure.
When I was younger, before mania, I used to have a pretty complex job. I did avionics for a living. Did electronics on aircraft. Fast forward to 6 months ago, I couldn't even get into nursing school. Might have been the interviews because I had so much anxiety.
Anyway, now I cant even remember anything from any of the classes I took so I guess I just wasted my time and money going to college. I don't work anymore, not sure if I can or not. Probably should be on disability but I got denied.
Its like I have to work super hard to learn anything and then will forget it soon afterward. I don't know if this is brain damage but something isn't right.
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