Have you ever been so overwhelmed that you just feel "out of touch" with everything? That's how I feel right now.

I can't even think straight. It's like, I have so many things going on in my head and so many things to do that I can't even function right now. I don't know how I'm doing it! But yeah, between work, keeping track of all my deliveries (I was an idiot and made a separate order on Amazon for each of the 32 things I ordered.. and they're all coming at different times lol), picking up my medication, taking my medication, and everyday chores, I'm so overwhelmed.

I just need to relax. Thinking about taking an Ativan and sleeping it away. But wow, what an exhausting feeling it is..