I've always lived in the suburbs. It's like a mix of city and country life. I've always wondered what it would be like to live in the city or country. I'm sorry you are homesick. Do they have any trails or wooded hiking paths in the area? Maybe you need to get back to nature and away from all the buzzing, sirens, people, smog. Walking through a wooded area can feel grounding. I hope some people with experience in this area can offer some practical advise. (((hugs)))