I read it all.

Wow, that must have felt good getting it all down. I love psych central for the healing feelings others share, and for how getting to put our troubles out there helps me to feel less burdened.

You only ask one question, and I think it is rhetorical, so I won't try to answer it. I think there is nothing I could think of that you haven't. Know that sharing burden will make it lighter, and please continue to share.