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I am getting off the abilify shot and do far so good .maybe because it's a shot it slowly leaves my system or maybe withdrawal hasn't really began yet
But whenever I get fleeting racing thoughts and music ect in my brain is realize how quiet it was on the med and I begin missing my own brain
I want the noise back
I want to experience the seasons of my mind again
Is that crazy?
Time will tell if I will regret it is guess
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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