ugh, my big problem with this is people on the outsized have to tell you you are psychotic...

i tell you, i have almost been killed by a severely psychotic step brother multiple times, i know a little about psychosis and how delusions can be created, am i angry at him? no, am i angry at his disease? yes!!! he is sick beyond limits and should not be allowed into public until they help him but they wont help him they lock him up for some years and let him out so hea can repeat same things and lock him up but wont put him into a place that can help him, the poor soul has to be as miserable as i am because h has tryied to kill me and my family so many times i just cant imagine how many times he has wanted to kill himselves and not been able to because of other delusions.... ok??? ok???? you know??

when you walk into a house and the walls are painted with wild and crazy symbols that seem to appear to be satanic and you look around trying to find out what the **** is hatppening you automatiicaly know that hey this mother ****er is here in the bushes trying to wait for us to stop being scared to pop up and scare the **** out of you again before he tries to kill you !!

also guess what???
they are going to release him again in 2 months, welcome back paranoia, welcome back insomnia, welcome back mother ****ing death, im goinna make sure it stops this time with me or him if someone else doesn not