yeh... i was over achiever in some tings.. so its like... they dont listen, but when you slip up its a mistake on you, push harder. try harder. focus. you stop playing, you stop acting out and do your work, im like ok... sure... yes... thats what im doing... i go to work...

never been on medications... but they dx me at 26 years old this year in january... still not put on medications... so i dunno how medications might help... but i know it s annoying to have someone look at you and be like just do it, when you are trying to just do it, but you are moving from a million other things going on trying to just do it, just do it, just do it, and they act like its your fault... i swear if i went back i would be in jail because i would develop angery out bursts because they piss me off so much... but i have trauma disorders and i cant express emotions so blocks me from doing anything from that im told....
so im hoping meds can help when i get with new pdoc they will let me try... and i hope that you can get with a good doc and maybe hopefully if you decide to try some therapy because therapies is good for pretty much everyones.... just dont give up and keep fighting for what you deserve.... attention issue is something to really be upset about because no one in the world will believe us when we say we have it... they will probably just be like ok you just want some adderall, you are a drug addict, speed head, you want to get high, and i would stab them with a dagger through the eye if i could because they are so bloody stupids.... dummies.... but i have not ever been heard in my life so i seem to feel extreme.... i hope you dont feel the same.... just keep trying go for your best benefit... your health and welbeing is important so you deserve to be happy.... its not about drugs, its about some stupid suppliment that might can help some of us help focus and remember more.... rather that do what we normally do... which should be fine... but normal society thinks we are the problem... when i think they are the sick and should be medicated for their mediocrity....