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Old Jul 15, 2016, 04:33 AM
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Originally Posted by RikerR5 View Post
I realize that looking back there never was a need to worry, but that doesn't stop the anxious thoughts.
So I think for me it's a lot of 'I feel like I should be doing something'. People are out there having fun and doing interesting things and I'm still at home. I always think I have plenty of time to do stuff but I just waste it all and don't do anything.
Also finding and getting a job. I found a place where I think any interview would be pretty small, but it still freaks me out. It's been almost a week since I went there last and my dad asked if there was a job available. I got my resume in order but I just don't want to go down there (it's really close), and I can't hand it in online because that location isn't listed. Besides, online has some questions that I'd probably answer better in person. And then learning everything I need if I get the job, talking to the manager, talking to customers, and just not knowing what to do.
Then I'm worried about next year I suppose, even if I'm not actually thinking about it.
My one friend that I do things with is on vacation elsewhere until August, then she's going to camp for a week. My other friends don't do much, even then mostly with each other because they've been friends since they were younger, and the friends I used to hang out with also don't do much, but I've sort of stopped talking to them (still not 100% sure why, though).
Then there's still just that feeling of anxiety even when I'm really not thinking about anything, nothing is coming up (except for my therapy sessions) and I just don't know why. AAAAAAAAAAGGGHHHH!
I guess this sort of helped me sort things out. Thanks


what sort of job?

what are you hoping to do