Yes, the real world is often pretty bad. I do avoid it as much as I can. I'm going through so much bad stuff, from the janitor and his "team" of gaslighters. He's always around if he's awake, thinking of new ways to torture me, whether it's making me breathe noxious fumes, or having the neighbors downstairs do their little parties - it sounds crazy so I'll stop there. Anyway, my reality here is horrible. I do still plan to move, but something has been holding me in a weird fear of moving. I'm so freaked out and I haven't even called about seeing any places. Mainly because I don't have a car and can't get to places that are over an hour each way. Hopefully I'll be able to get to the ophthalmologist soon and then be able to rent a car. It scares me to think of parking a car here because of my enemies probably poised to tamper with it in one way or another.

What a mess my life is in. Plus I gained more weight.

Oh, that reminds me I've lost my onions. I cannot find them for love or money. I wanted to have a sandwich earlier with onions and I can't find them anywhere in here. How does something like that even happen.

Sorry, i wrote too much. It's 10:14am here and I still haven't slept since my nap yesterday afternoon.