Hum. Hum hum.
I've been on this rollercoaster this week and this weekend my fella is going out of town and I'm going to be left to my own devices and my therapist thinks I should call my doctor and my therapist told me he is leaving his practice and I'm freaking out so hard because he is the only person I trust and I'm spinning around in circles and I keep forgetting what I'm doing and who am I going to talk to and tell everything to and I'm at work and in hot all over my body and cold and floaty and I just want to scream and break plates and this weekend should be good but my boyfriend is worried about me and it isn't unwarranted and what do I do at the end of the party when I am also be with these wild feelings and aye aye aye aye aye.

Breathing exercises. Work. Focus. Run run run run awayyyyyyy

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