I have a second therapist now, and he is really great. I've seen him like four times and I'm already feeling better overall. I think that he can really help me. I our first session he revealed to me that he may have to reschedule appointments sometimes because his two year old baby has leukemia and sometimes he needs to go to chemotherapy with her. He's a great therapist and I really feel like he can help me, but I'm just overwhelmed with sadness for his plight. I have a baby and would be so devastated if he was suffering. It seems like every week my T has some new horrible development where he's like: "Sorry can't meet on Monday--there's a special chemo treatment happening" and I'm just like HOLY S**T.

I also pay him out of pocket and need a statement from him to submit to my insurance so I can get partially reimbursed--he said he sends them out at the end of each month but I never got one for last month and am afraid to bother him about sending one to me because of all that he's got on his plate. It's super expensive therapy and I kind of need to submit the receipt but I just can't bear to bug him about it right now with all he's dealing with!