I too agree with the bordeline label. it's great to see that there's a reason i am the way i am, and cool to know i'm not the only one. only one i know maybe, but not in the world. i hate you don't leave me was the book my t at the time of diagnosis recomended me to read. i knew i'd love it from the moment i heard the title. the bpd is the main reason i don't want to have kids. don't want them to suffer thru me, don't want them to suffer thru having it. i forget what else i was gonna say.