I think I am pretty stable right now so I would say I have a pretty normal range of emotions. Right now I am feeling a little anxiety because of the two new bad test results. I researched them and I think I know what they mean but I am not 100% sure. I do know I am not getting better, I am getting worse, and it kind of scares me.

I am also mildly depressed all of the time which is kind of a bummer. I am OK though as long as I don't start thinking about the manic episodes which will make me start crying. Does it every time. So I do my best to not think about it.