@The O.P, yes, that's exactly what we're all saying! Also, like I said in my last post, it seems like you need social interaction to not feel so lonely and rejected. So I think it might help you to get a job in retail or waitressing. You don't seem shy, so maybe those jobs will be good for you. You'll meet all kinds of people.

Also, maybe your peers are cliquey and stuck up and it's not you that's the problem? A lot of younger people tend to be that way. Even older people can be that way. Just get a job and get out there and maybe you'll make some nice friends at work. And if you don't, at least you'll be getting the chance to socialize with customers and you'll be making money which is always good!