I think I'll take what helps me fall asleep tonight. It's stupid to not use it when I know it helps. The clinic doc is a stickler for not rxing anything for off label use. So I feel conspicuous about being open to use it for sleep.

I miss my friend. Yesterday (or early today) I posted that I'm generally not as lonely, but that still has to be compared against a baseline for me.

And my pdoc told me again I need to live someplace quiet. I don't know what to do.