Plus I am not angry I am disappointed in myself in how the world works the fact that I would somehow think that being a camgirl and feeling like I only had value if I showed tits. One thing I tell you I've learned is that the boys certainly gave me more attention and more money etc and I was clothed and they actually wanted it, they actually cared. What I learnt is I got more attention from boys and people for my actual talents then my body and being naked. So I am grateful for that lesson for teaching me that. However, I am disappointed in how I had to go about it to come to that conclusion