My dad was emotionally negligent or just not around growing up. I would pout around him and follow him around for any kind of attention. Eventually I gave up and rebelled. Then as I got older and started having relationships, I always needed attention. I would talk/text all day long. And if I got no reply I would worry right away. I also have severe abandonment issues. Might I also say that I have borderline personality where a lot of these traits are symptoms. Have you ever considered yourself BDP too? It's just a thought. Hope things get better for you soon. I know the pain.

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