For me it's a cycle. I drink when I'm lonely. Then I wake up with anxiety or in a bipolar episode. So then I have to drink more to dull that. What came first? The chicken or the egg?

Even i know that my abuse is only magnifying my MI but I get desperate to numb the loneliness I've brought upon myself from years of isolation. Isolation in itself causes depression. And depression causes isolation. Chicken or the egg?!

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