Well here I am in another bout of sleeplessness. I'm going to take one of my pills and try to convince myself that it's crazy to be paranoid here on pc about what RX I'm taking (off label) for sleep. I don't have many left in the RX as of over a week ago, but I think I have a new RX for it.

I don't know what to do about my pdoc telling me I need to find a solitary place to live. I don't know if I'd really be safe living in such an environment. Plus I'd need more physical ability to deal with shoveling snow in the winter, etc. All the reasons I've never done it by now. It's ideal but it scares me. Anyway, where? I'd definitely need a car too. My head is going to explode.