I can't say that I do, but wanted you to know I've read your post and feel for you.
Who knows, maybe I'll feel bad eventually, since my bf is abroad and I tend to suffer from delayed reactions.
Or maybe I don't feel so bad coz we were mentally preparing me for this, for what seemed like ages... Maybe that technique worked.
Or maybe its because we don't live together?
Idk. All i know, is that I'm (strangely) not falling apart, but I'm not complaining either.
I hope you can explore better coping skills, a relationship shouldn't drive us toward negativity...
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DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD
"The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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