I lost my husband and several friends due to BP and PTSD. Now I feel very lonely and grieved over the loss. Slowly I am trying to rebuild my life and make new friends but it is really hard as I get ill so often. Every day I long for my husband but he is with someone else hoping to get married. I wish I could change so much but I cannot dwell on the past. It would break me.

I hope you find peace within yourself blue. You deserve it. You also deserve to have friends. You are a fantastic person.