A few months ago (before knowing all this), I asked if we shall see a therapist because of her depression (she lost someone in her family), her anger (which she accepted was ever growing) and on top her desire to have another child (which I didn't agree at all, and result was obvious). She brutally denied to see the therapist. Now I understand why? She knew, therapist could have figured out what she is doing. Note that, the evidence I have collected shows that she was doing this as early as third month of marriage when she was used to tell me she is in seventh heaven.

It is ripping my life apart. I am good at what I do. I am waisting time for last one moth, doing absolutely nothing, which can be disasterous in this competitive market. This work of mine makes me a nerd or geek at times which can be a pain in the ar.... Does that allow her to do what she did. Also this work of mine won't allow me to parent to kids without help. I am not very much worried about legal situation here. I do not plan to leave her without any compensation as long as she agrees to do it quietly and smoothly.

I have contacted a lawyer, a psychatrist and also have quicken the process of finding a housemaid and a nany. Lets see how it all goes. Too much to process at the moment for my heart and mind. I loved her and this gives me the false hope that everything would be fine, just keep delaying.