i have these weird lumps growing out of my chest...the doctor said i was fine..my blood work is fine...so thats it...nothing else to say...whats new...this is the second time i went to the doctor and all they do is look at me....the first time they said....go home ...rest...your being stressed ....i hate that ...i wanted to say...you know what ...im in so much pain it makes me cry...it makes me limp....and you say its stress....you throw freaking sample packets of lexapro at me to get away from you.....and you cant just treat me with some respect.....and then there are other people who come in (like my bfs family) who walk into the doctors office for a cold and are diagnosed with diabetes and ovarian cancer and prostate cancer and pnemonia and high blood pressure and low blood pressure ...omg ...im not asking for something bad ...I AM ASKING FOR ANSWERS!!!!!!! TELL ME WHAT THESE FREAKING LUMPS ARE OTHER THAN YOU DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

grr...im sorry...it sucks not knowing ...it sucks that i call my RN stepdad and ask him about these bone hard lumps growing out of my brestbone near my sternum and all he says is ...well its nothing just stress....dont worry about it.....so here i am ...looking like a mutant....with pain and weakness in my joints and migranes and people say...oh your freaking nuts....bye!!!...but they spend hours checking out everyone else and making sure that everyone else is ok

i hate it
i hate it
i hate it

im going to cry with frusteration....