i'm new here, and i am hoping that someone can tell me what is best, because my judgement isn't too clear. I am really feeling depressed, but can't really show i am around any family or friends. I'm have MPD/DID, and my littles are really having trouble dealing with things, privacy has been invaded where i am staying at, tired of all the stress and h*ll that is going on too, and on top of everything i am afraid to go to sleep because of this re-acureing dream of my grandmothers death, plus not counting the flashbacks that my littles have. I am at the point of wanting to just pack somethings in a bag, and disappear from the world, and the only thing keeping me from doing it is my 1st grandson, who is 9 months old now. he is the only thing i think that keep me from going away.