Hey

I survived anorexia and I know how you feel. I'll answer the questions the best way I can.
-From bulimia and puking, I feel that my face is still really bloated looking. does this ever go away? I feel like that too. I think it's just some weight that went to our face. I don't know how to get it to go away, but let meknow if you do find out!
-Whatever I do I can't lose all the weight I gained while bulimic. Yes, however unhealthy it was, I would work out this summer for like three hours a day (cardio) and I still haven't lost any weight.
suggestions?? You have to diet as well as work out. Calories in have to be less than calories out... and it might not be noticeable at first, it might take a while.
-Everytime I eat something I wouldn't have eaten before, i look for the bathroom and want to puke. but i haven't. do these urges ever go away? YES. You have to force your mind to think about something else after eating. Focus on something besides the food. Focus on the conversation.
-I was out to eat with my friends once at this unhealthy restaurant where everything is fried. my food came, and i just started crying. will I ever be able to eat normally again? Again... YES!! I had that exact experience with a fried fish once. (Except I was with my parents)
-I haven't got my period in like three years. I thought that when I gained weight, i would come back. What is going on? ...I don't know. My period came back after I gained weight. And I think it helps to eat meat. (Personal experience) I hope you didn't damage things too badly in there. Better get checked.
What permanent damage do you think i have done? Depends how long this has been going on. Nothing too serious I don't htink, but you'd better get tested about the period. I had a blood test done and they found my hormone levels to be menopausal (I was only 20!). Get yourself checked!
Hope this helps