I am really tired today made myself get up this morning to have breakfast with my cousins and that was really nice. Tried to take a nap afterwords and it did not work out so well. I'm going to be going out to the farm in a little while then I will cut the grass then take my dog for a walk. Just trying to stay busy and the good news is I have not cried in a couple days which speaks volumes. It has been close though where I am is have but I made myself stop and think of something else. I think I'm doing better and getting a little bit stronger day by day but a part of me still wishes and hopes that he will come back even though I know that it would not be good for me. Thank you everyone who has been there for me through this it's been tough but I'm getting through it.
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