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Originally Posted by Woolly Bugger
Using proper punctuation would help you calm down and settle on one thing.  Other than that, I would just decide not to decide on anything for now and just go with the flow. Things will sort themselves out eventually. |
I think this is priceless advice.
Your wanting this and then that is not really your wanting anything - it is a reflection of internal unrest, turmoil, and lack of stability. Imagine yourself an artist - you would be painting jarring pictures now to portray what is inside, but since you do not have the skill of an artist, your desire to show externally what is a mess internally happens to find an outlet in wanting to be many different things in a quick succession. As long as you do not take those desires seriously and get into an occupation that you will later not enjoy, there is no harm in letting yourself fantasize about being this or that.
It is especially key that you not let into a daycare biz at this state.
MAYBE it would give you some peace to fantasize at length and in writing ("I am a baker. I wake up at 4:30 AM..." etc.)