so i just had a psychiatric evaluation for SSI yesterday and it went horribly. All the doctor did was diagnosis me with BPD which i know i have! but she wouldnt talk to me about my anxiety, depression, paranoia, which i feel is more why i needed to apply for ssi. And at the end she told me CBT therapy helps BPD and my insurance should cover it. but my copay is $50 and ive tried it!!! it hasnt helped!!!! so now i'm just scared i'll be denied SSI because she thinks CBT can fix me... i cant stop crying over this, i cant live without it, i have little support and my support now is tired of helping me!!! im sorry for rambling im just so scared!!! i'm so scared..