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I then think, oh right this is the stuff I am supposed to be talking about..

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Is there a "supposed to" in therapy?

I mean, I suppose the goal is to work our trauma through the relationship but is there really a "supposed to when it comes to topics?"

I was thinking this morning about how my experience of therapy has evolved. I recall sessions about six months ago and in my memory the furniture is even a little different. At times T was moving around the room (not really, just in my memory or my experience in the moment). I literally couldn't hold on to him even in that moment. He even faded away on me a couple of times so I felt alone in the room.

This week I noticed a painting and asked T if it had always been there and he said yes. We talked about it a little bit. I feel in a way I am just waking up?

So, is intimacy something that can be measured? I think of it as something that develops, like a continuum of connections.

Hmmmmmm. Methinks I need to journal right now.