Hi incubus. This is the first time I've seen you here. It's nice to meet you . Congrats on the 100lb weight loss....that is incredible! sounds like you lost it the healthy way....that is great! We have a weight loss thread, .... If you have any advise or tips (which I bet you do) feel free to come on by and share with us.

A little bit more about me. I'm a creative type. Introverted AND shy. I love people though, and love a good long chat with people I trust. I have 1 friend outside of my family. 3 years ago I accused her of being a sociopath and stalking me. I told her I could no longer be her friend because of what she was doing to me. We had been friends since we were 13, and she's been through so much with me. It was a horrible breakup and a terribly scary delusional time for me. She wrote me an email about a month ago... Saying she missed me but hoped I was okay and that her email didn't distress me. Told me she'd leave me alone again if that is what I needed. She said our breakup was the hardest one she's ever been through. I was stable at the time and her message had me sobbing. I couldn't believe what I'd accused her of....I was shocked that she still wanted to be my friend and forgave my insanity. We've been chatting since and I'm so grateful to have her back in my life. I'm terrified I will get delusional again and accuse her of some other non-sense. She is so understanding, I don't want to lose her ever again.