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Old Jul 17, 2016, 02:51 AM
Purelyconfused Purelyconfused is offline
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Location: Utah
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I Believe that I have Pure O OCD and I will list why below, I would like to get second opinions on this to see if I am correct in my diagnosis or not.

It all started at a young age, I saw a movie with my family where a group of girls shoved a jawbreaker into the mouth of their best friend and tied her up as a birthday prank. So the plan was to tie her to a flag pole in her underwear but they go to a gas station and their friend was dead, the jawbreaker had lodged in her throat suffocating her. From that point on for at least 2 years I feared that someone would break into my family home and do that to me. I would stay awake till 1-2 am some nights worrying about it.

Years have passed since then and now I have a new obsession, I stumbled upon an article telling of a guy who committed murder while sleep walking. My fear is that I will involuntarily commit murder while sleepwalking. Mostly it has revolved around my younger brother who I would lay my life down for his. I believe it is because we are together next to each other for 11-12 hours a day 6 days a week because he irritates and annoys me. I also read online after that, that by having obstacles in the way it would stop sleepwalking. Due to that reason I haven't really cleaned my room up in over a year. I have also had those same thoughts about my father and older brother.

I also fear that if I rearrange my furniture it will make me sleepwalking and well you know the rest.

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I have also had thoughts about things burning down and it being my fault because I didn't Un plug the thing even though it is perfectly logical to leave some things plugged in.

So anyways I was just wondering if someone has similar experiences and whether or not I have pure O OCD or not.

Last edited by sabby; Jul 17, 2016 at 08:13 AM. Reason: Added trigger code and icon
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