for me every day is the same... little to no sleep, then it's up to sit on the computer- or thinking about suicide, or overeating, or thinking about how rubbish my past has been..

i don't work- so i don't have the right to use that excuse.. i'm not getting up every day for work or anything like that, i don't do anything

so then another day's wasted before you know it, and you're back to the evening- where you just can't sleep anyway

sort of wish i had a reason to get up in the mornings.... but what. just to be laughed at and feel ashamed of my own life?

i don't like that