(((FREEWILL))). I am sorry that you are struggling at this time. I hope things get better for you soon. Do you have a crisis plan with your therapist how to have a safety net after you experience the flashbacks? Your therapist can help you make a plan to help keep yourself safe after experiencing flashbacks so you feel less isolated,fearful and alone. Please call your therapist and let them know what is happening at this tiem so they can help you in your time of need. PM anytime Freewill. Take care. Soidhonia