my opinion... you need to go therapist shopping. this thing is bigger than you are and as im sure you know can take you over quickly. dont let it. yes you have a problem. i think you should keep looking for a therapist (preferably one that specializes in ed's) and keep on looking till you find one you like. next i would see a nutritionist (again, someone who specializes in ed's) and just take it from there. be strong and seek help. good luck to you.