((((Cake)))) I don't think I knew about the bone tumors I'm sorry - I don't even know what to say I'm scared for you? I care about you. I'm thinking about you and sending hopeful and healing thoughts.

((((Liz)))), yep all those fun symptoms are often a part of fibro or related. I just went through a bunch of tests and that's all they could tell me. "You have a pain problem. See your psych nurse". Gee thanks

((((Jan)))) I wish you'd sent me your "sob story". This is not good. Worried about you, too. Wish I could help I'm not dealing with kidney stuff, but I am dealing with female stuff. I'll be a pocket rider, k? You can do this.

Female stuff - my GYN has me in pt for pain... "before we look at a hysterectomy". Hm. With my abuse history, to say this isn't going well is a bit of an understatement. I go again tomorrow and was already near hospitalization this morning. I ought to cancel. Course, then I'd owe $50. But I'm not sure I can keep this up. They want me there twice a week. Thursday had me in a flashback. I don't care enough about the pain for this. I've lived with it since 1990 or something. Take the uterus or leave it, it's all the same to me - but this pt stuff sux.

I know I don't check in a lot - you are ALL in my thoughts. Don't think you're not!!!