Hello,
I kissed someone 3 months ago and we were about to have sex, that moment she said she is not ready (I think she was ready and wanted some strong and intense response from me) but it never happened.
Later whenever I tried to hug her she rejected, I come to the point that she don't want me, I suggested her live your life and I won't bother you.

Now a days she don't talk to me much, only the general stuff.
She always yell in gentle mood to others (when I am doing nothing and listening) I have to do this n that, she have to wash dishes, cooking, work in the kitchen, she have to take care of kids and husband, telling other she is busy always (if no one is asking you anything, why really it matters you are busy or not) and bla bla bla......

I also do routine work but I don't think it worth mentioning to anyone unless something really happened.

I am confused what she want from me ? after all that am I important to her ? why the fake laughs, why looking at me when I am not looking at her ? if that much her life mattered to her why am I (still feel) included.

I don't have any bad intentions towards her, she is still a good friend to me, just want to know what she want and how could I help her.