Not really. Im all over the place, my mind is just whirling constantly. I can see myself going quiet, cutting myself off from the few people around me over the last few weeks.(I already lead a pretty solitary existence, so thats really saying something!) This is usually a prelude to an almighty breakdown / sui attempts blah blah blah thats lasts around three months. Everything falls apart over those months and I give up all sense of responsibility, and come out battered, scarred, and broke. I can see it coming but I don't have a clue how to stop it. I have had a nightmare throat infection for the last few weeks, and am taking progressively stronger and stronger antibiotics. That combined with other chronic illnesses I have, which are triggered by infections, Im hoping Im just ill and grumpy and at a low eb, and things will improve instead of spiralling once my physical health is sorted.

Question: Do you have any opposing political or religious views fighting it out inside you?