Thought I was feeling better and I'm not.
Thought finally I didn't wake up with nausea, to the point of almost throwing up.
For once I didn't wake up with a headache or upset stomache.

But now I still feel like [censored], I wasn't feeling 100%... but now I feel worse then earlier today.
I've been crying, I've been wanting my BF. I've been stressed.

Aparently my psychiatrist said she's surprised I'm having such a hard time with withdrawals from the Remeron.. because usually when people are coming off of it they don't have this hard of a time.
She doesn't think it's side effects from the Effexor yet.

ARGH I hate this [censored] feeling.. sick of it all.