I am not sure if I what I keep experiencing fall within the bounds of dissociative behaviour but it feels close enough. So the past 10 years I had to travel a lot for studies, work etc and I lived in 5 different countries. The problem started appearing when I met my first partner in UK and especially when we visited my home country in the summer. When I landed back I felt no connection to him whatsoever, as if he was unreal. And my feelings changed completely towards him. When we went back to the UK I was back to 'normal'. I thought it was a-one-time thing but after this experience I had a few episodes, panic attach of feeling I am dreaming in real life but for a year it stopped. Then a couple of year later, same thing happened with another partner; we met in AUS we were so in love, she visited me in UK and I was completely devoid of any feeling for her. Then I went back to AUS just to break up with her and I felt I loved her but this weird association with places made me feel I was crazy. Has anyone hear of a condition that resembles that? It didn't just happen with partners but also with friends and even family.