Im having a very difficult time dealing with Panic and general anxiety lately.I have GAD and some Panic disorder, little OCD. Depression caused by the GAD.

I am having such a hard time for the last 4 months dealing with anxiety. All my life actually, but recently the Panic attacks have returned and now its the ANTICIPATORY anxiety about having a panic attack that is paralyzing me in every aspect of my life.

I just started a great job making at least 800 a week with a <sattelite company> as an installer. but I need a truck, but that scares me because if I get a truck I HAVE to keep working, making me have a "trapped" feeling with causes an almost near panic attack every time I think about it.

Im 26 and people think im lazy or just a loser cause Im still at home and have nothing going for me. but its because of the anxiety i go through every day of my life. Been on several medications and they just make me tired and I cant handle the sexual side effects and when I am tired, my anxiety goes through the roof as well. its a horrible cycle/life

I don't know really what the point of all this is but maybe for some encouragement and to know there is help out there