I'm sorry you're going through this mel...

This really struck me: " .i am desperate to lose weight, yet desperate to eat... That reminds me of me... just in my case I am very much afraid of stopping eating and swinging back to starving again... but other than that I have eaten way too much for over a year and gained at least 28lb... can you talk to your mother, or anybody, about your eating? I'm guessing you're feeling ashamed of it. Also, do you know why there are some days when you just let go and binge? Could something be triggering the binges?

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