welcome to the forums....i'm sure alot of folks will have some ideas for you.....i have anxiety too but i am on a med that seems to do the trick for that and my ocd....prozac.........are you regularly seeing a therapist? this might be a good idea....its a shame at your age to see you so bogged down with these problems.......i hope you can break free alittle...get the truck.....its a step in the right direction