I hope that reading and posting here will help. I'm sorry to hear this, but I admit, some of that is "me too" land, lol.

I truly believe that this will pass, naturally. You may see more issues crop up, but this current spate of bpd will end. You are probably going past the peak of it now. You find yourself among friends here. There couldn't be a nicer web site in the universe. So, unpack your bags and stay awhile.