I am sooooo sorry to hear this, I am a mother of a 2 year old and i couldnt even imagine ever hating or treating my daughter that way at all. I hope and pray that you can find the love and support you need elsewhere since your parents unfortunately dont deserve to have you as their child. this is so upsetting and so sickening to have to hear let alone having to experience this, God bless you and just do all you can to work hard and save up even if you have to find a roomate. They will get what they deserve i am sorry but no child should ever have to go through this.. P.s. do you have any other family you can stay with in the meantime just to get away from their negative energy ugh!