i just don't know what to do, things are so down and depressed that the idea of cutting seems to be coming back, just the thought of bl**d coming out, seems to be something i really miss seeing. i haven't cut in over 4 years and now with all this stuff going on with me, i'm finding myself getting closer and closer to cutting again
i am running out of postitive ideas to try, but seems negative ones seem to be taking over.
could use some feedback.